That’s what it feels like to be stress free. That’s what I’m feeling right now.
I found out I was pregnant just 10 days past ovulation. That made me roughly 3.2 weeks pregnant. Not even 4 weeks yet. From that point until the point when the awesome Perinatologist told me to “go have my homebirth”, I was completely stressing. What lay ahead for me? Was I going to be on blood thinners again? Would I have to give shots once a day or twice a day? What hospital would I have to be out? What if I wanted a home birth. Heck, I wasn’t even sure that this pregnancy would stick. I’ve had 3 miscarriages before. So far I’ve had: Live birth, early miscarriage, live birth, early miscarriage, live birth, early miscarriage.. which would this be??
I’ve made it to 14 weeks. I’m excited. I'm with a midwife. I’m hopeful. I’m relaxed. I’m not stressed, and it feels SO GOOD. I can actually worry about normal preggo things now. I can think about baby clothes, birth supplies, and if I remember my prenatal vitamins this morning. God is good. This is going to be awesome.